About to clean my room some, and blah...go to work...yeah, this is getting on late...cause I typed it up before I got on the net..so not to block the phone lines. Dad's expecting a call. ^_^ Anyway, I go to work tonight and then I am getting on there for 2 hours of card game playing. For the group...heh! O_o I haven't even been on it for 3 weeks and I am response for the group. lol...I been busy and etc. Plus it's only 2 hours or at least 4 hours a week I have to put into it. Not to much, it's like a video game, but online and you meet some interesting peeps on there.

Enough on that. I am listening to Third Day! One of my favorite bands, and many others. Should be getting more CDs in the mail soon, to add to my worship collection and my just regular Christian music. I like getting down in my room singing to God. ^_^ Serious, I do it almost ever night and in the mornings..lol. sometimes I even dance around. It's fun!

Nicole's and Cody's wedding was a blast...watching everyone dance, made me want to learn to dance. So, yeah..before I get married I want to learn to dance and have all those song and more to dance too. ^_^ It should be lots of fun. Man, I would hate have to wear that huge wedding dress to dance in...my dress will be simple, but elegant. O_o ok..well...like I am going to get married anytime in the next two or six years. That's beyond the point at least I can get some stuff ready for just incase I get married. It made me want to start just getting ready....just for fun you know. ^_^ I mean I want to just pick out my colors and maybe set a plan for which songs and who I want to sing. (Tara I am sure you will be singing one song..lol. Prepare for that)

My half sister is in town for two nights, she was hear last night, didn't get to see her yet, but she is staying another night.

My room is a pig pen, I so need to get it all cleaned up. o_-; I am just so lazy mostly when I get home. It could be the room. I mean when things are messed up and you see chaos it just doesn't motivated you all that much. I need to clean my room tonight and in the morning some before work and Tuesday before work...I have all day Tuesday until 6:30. I should get a lot done then. Wednesday I am coming to see you Casey!! CaLL ME CASEY!!

Mandy just called me, she had her baby this morning. I am about to go up there and see her and the new born 7lb boy. Well, love ya guys! I work tonight so, I'll see ya Wednesday! *hugs to all*

God Bless each of you!

Christy

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Mandy's baby was so cute, I got to hold it and man...so cute. ^_^  I spend at least 3 hours up there, glad she called and told me.  Well, I am off. Haven't got to my room yet...lol..but I have to get it cleaned completely this week. That's my goal.  I love you guys!

Jesus is the Light in the Darkness! Allow Him to break the darkness around your mind and heart. Don't let the choas of this world bring you down.  You have people that care about you.  Everyone always remember that.

^_^ If you allow Him, He can calm that choas, that storm in your life. He has done it for me, and He has been there, when no one else was. When I felt I was going to lose it, and I never did. He made me strong and I hope he will make me stronger and stronger still, cause I still have a ways to go. My willingness to get close to Him, makes me stronger and keeps my head up.  I am never alone. It took a lot for me to see that. I just want ya all to know ya are never alone. You always have someone, even when you are upset and you can't see them. There's always someone there.  It isn't worth taking your life.  (someone in my life recently try to take there life, but someone who cared about them, stop them.  I know they can't read this, but it brought me to say it.  No matter how hard things get, there's no reason to pick up that knife.) 

It doesn't take away the pain, it will add to the pain of the ones that love you. Remember that!